"Maybe, you have to be dying to understand. But there’s this thing that happens where death stops being scary. What starts being scary is hope, because it's not true."
I still have hope, but I also understand reality. I may never stop feeling like this, and that's ok. There is a purpose that I may never know.
Dying doesn't scare me. It'd be kinda nice I think. Apparently that's not normal.
Monday, September 14, 2015
I should be afraid to die, right?
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For me personally, it isn't death itself that scares me. It's the pain or suffering or embarassment before hand.
ReplyDeleteupdate soon...?
ReplyDeleteStill not dead. Still not scared to be. Still trying because I refuse to break my mom's heart.
DeleteStill not dead. - cool!
ReplyDeleteStill not scared to be. - Awesome, you shouldn't need to be. Not being scared of death is totally normal in certain circles. Morticians, EMTs, hospice workers - common industries where folks develop a lack of fear toward death.
Still trying because I refuse to break my mom's heart. - That's sweet...?