july

It's ridiculous how I've grown.
Looking back I see red flags and a girl so insecure it hurts.
Seabrook to Flip Flop. I started hurting myself at Flip Flop. I would try to do a basic tumbling pass and fail. Then I would scratch my ankle raw. I should write that story more eloquently but I just remember failing, sitting and scratching.
I was 12.
I'm honestly don't remember much from this time. I was so insecure. I weighed MAYBE 100lbs but hated my body.

I want to go back. I want to do it better.