Friday, April 17, 2009

This is why you never see me

I'm thankful for medicine, but I'm sick of side effects.
I'm sick of medicine that doesn't work the way it should.
I'm sick of feeling so out of control of my body.
I'm sick of passing out.
I'm sick of hating what I see and how I feel so much that all I can do is hide under my covers.
I'm sick of missing life because I can't handle it.
I'm sick of crying.
I'm sick of doing the right thing but getting the wrong results.

1 comment:

  1. I can understand all of these things. But for the last one, I don't think you're supposed to the right thing for it's results. You do the right thing because it's the right thing to do.

    Just my take on it, anyway.