Saturday, April 26, 2014


To be honest, I wish the storms would hit here an kill me.

I'm done.
It won't get better.
I want out.


  1. I know you don't know me and I certaintly don't have the "right" words to say... but I just wanted you to know that someone you don't even know cares and hopes you don't give up. I of course don't know what you're going through but I believe that if you're still breathing God has a purpose for you. You matter. You matter to Him and to others. There are people out there that need you, your heart, and your story.

    I know there are no easy answers but I believe that hope is real and that things really do get better. I've seen it in the lives of people I love. I just pray tonight that you can find hope, peace, and a reason to live in Christ.

    - someone who cares...

  2. Thanks for having the courage to say something, and especially for not throwing trite cliches at me. Acknowledging that you don't understand is huge.

    I have been fighting the darkness for most of my life and even though it's hard and has broken me quite a few times, I'm still here and I'm not giving up yet. I think some of us have to dig a lot deeper to find God's purpose...but I'm still hoping it's there for me, even if I have to get deeper to find it.

    You're right...hope is real...some days it's all I've got. Even when I can't find hope, I know I'm blessed with others who are hoping for me.