"You're manipulating the situation in a way that gives no one a way out. That's force. Look it up."
Gilmore girls season one, episode 3 "Kill Me Now"
Totally taken out of context but this is my life right now.
Totally taken out of context but this is my life right now.
Something happened, with a guy...It scared me.
I am fine, I handled it.
But emotionally I'm a little messed up. My recall is fuzzy (screw you angry orchard). On the same night I was an asshole to a guy I am lucky to call a friend. I hate myself for that. I hate that I got myself in this kind of situation.
I said no when it was time...and I physically followed through (hence my soreness). I stood up for myself. I stopped something that could have ended terribly.
I can't deal, but I'm telling everyone I'm ok. I'm a f*#king liar.
I think "call E, go sleep on her couch," but I can't. All I do is sleep.
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