Monkey's and hypothetical Beth

When I've been in group therapy I feel this guilt almost, because blah blah support system blah I'm lucky blah, so I automatically felt like I should be someone's rock, pulling them out of the dark, reminding them they are not alone, they are worthy of love, sometimes monkeys die, etc.

That's why I don't want to go to AA. I could go in carrying all my shit and baggage but I would leave worrying about Beth's kid's or where John will sleep tonight or whatever.

I don't know. I need a really good therapist.