friends and life

Not gonna lie...Cory is my best friend. I tell him everything and I trust him. I love just being with him. But I miss girls. Especially Erin and Ellen. I'm not really ready to start hanging out, but I know that when I am they will make time for me.
It is hard to be friends as an adult. And as an adult that is mentally interesting it is even harder.

I wish I had an off switch. I need my emotions to go away. I need to be an adult. I can't go around punching things whenever I get overwhelmed.

I am pulled in two directions...
1. Be an adult and get your shit together.
2. Be kind to yourself and work through it.

I don't know. Tomorrow is a new day. Hopefully I won't have to take a shower.