Sorry...

I'm tired of feeling like a failure. I am ashamed of myself enough, I don't need your judgement.
I see all these posts and rants against government assistance...but what else is there? I guess I can hop on an iceberg and float away to my death, but I'd rather something simpler. Pills preferably...but I'm open to suggestions.
I'm sorry I can't just suck it up an go on.
I'm sorry that I didn't live up to my potential.
I'm sorry I'm not stronger.
I'm sorry that my scars and cuts and bruises make you feel awkward.
I'm sorry that I have to receive government assistance because I have to wait until my parents are gone to relieve society of my burden.
I'm sorry that you don't understand and therefore get mad.